I Have to say Goodbye

I never thought I'd see the day
when i would say goodbye
To everything I've grown to love,
all the people I've stood by.
They promised nothing would change.
We would stay friends forever
Then something happened
and the bond began to sever
They acted like nothing was missing
But i could feel the "gap"
It happened over time
and then suddenly I got the slap.
They will probably never admit
To the tension that is there
but I am the one that hurts
I am the one that says "not fair"
one told me, make new friends.
How? When these are all you've known.
Look at the treasure you lost
The seeds you have sown.
I know what me "friends" would say
"time moves on, get over it"
What will i tell them?
Some how nothing seems to fit.
When they remember me
I hope it is all good.
Because I'll remember them
In the best ways I could.
For I'll think of our laughs
and memories we made
And wish that with tomorrow
those memories wouldn't fade.