My Apology

I'm sorry for what I did
I'm sorry for what I said
I didn't mean to hurt you guys
But look at where it led.

I'm sorry if you're mad
I'm sorry that right now I feel like a tiny grain of sand
I don't want to feel this way
I just want you guys to understand.

I'm not mad at you
and I hope you're not mad at me
I just want things to be the way
that they should be.

I understand that it hurt
I didn't mean it that way
I hope you read this
I'm truly sorry.. okay?

I know this isn't going to help
this isn't going to suddenly make things all better
I just wanted to write this
as my apology letter.