Have you ever

Have you ever woke up in the morning wanting to die ,and as you sit there you wonder why do i try, it seems everything you do to try and make your life better, just seems to make everything worse, like your life is just one big disaster, and you have the worry of cleaning up the mess by yourself, without telling anyone how you feel, like sometimes you live in a twilight zones and you have to cut to see if your real? then when you relize your blood is dripping down your arm, you sit there and wonder again why do you try...when all you really want to do is die?