Yesterday was a day
That I will never forget
It was the day
That I told you my darkest secret
I broke down and started to cry
I thought that no comfort would ever help
But you proved me wrong cuz holding me
You made my pain go away step by step
There was no way the words could come out of my mouth
My voice was way too weak to talk about the past
So I wrote it down in a text message
So you could find out why I was crying at last
I was so afraid of how you were going to react
I was so ashamed of what had happened before
You put your strong arms around me again
And I thought "he doesn't hate me for sure"
You just held me and made me feel safe
Until I whipped all my tears away
Then you told me that you didn't think anything different about me
And that you were going to stay
Those words warmed my heart
And I even managed to smile
We talked a little about it
And everything was back to "normal" after a while
For 13 years I had kept this secret
For 13 years it had torn me apart
And now when you know this and still stay with me
You have healed the last piece of my broken heart
This was written to my boyfriend because he was such an angel when I told him my darkest secret (something I've never told anyone before). Thanx baby for everything!
