2005

If you look back to 1993
thats when i was born
if you look back to 2005
thats when my heart was torn

September 21st 2005
the worst day of my life
i felt so helpless inside
i just had to take the knife

September 22nd 2005
life getting bad
my guts feels like hell
and I'm just getting mad

September 23rd 2005
i asked her to come back with me
she told me i have no chances
we weren't meant to be

September 24th 2005
so quiet nothing to be seen
so was she supposed to be nice
or to me mean

a couple of weeks pass
no sign of her anywhere

October 9th 2005
shes with another guy
maybe everything she ever said
was just one big lie

October 11th 2005
miss her so much
we were like one
i loved her love touch

October 21st 2005
days are getting slow
if she wants to come back
then how come she wont let me know

November 15th 2005
i feel like sh*t
I'm trying so hard
but just cant get over it

September 21st 2006
boy found dead on his bed
now thats a boy who was in love
and put a bullet through his head

but did she ever know
that he loved her allot
that he would sacrifices his life
for her right there on the spot

* I'm not like this but right now its kinda what i feel and i haven't talked to this girl for along time still love her and yeah *