I go to bed with one thing on my mind..you,
i think of the pain you've caused me,
as i think of how much it hurts my mind slowly wanders,
and thoughts of my former friend come rushing in,
the friend that made everything better, yet worse at the same time,
the friend that stole all my dignity and pride,
the only friend that stuck with me through all those tough times,
the one friend that i hate,
it haunts me in my dreams,
forces me to come crawling bakc,
but tonight i'm not giving in,
even if it kills me
