I thought for a long time he would continue to break my heart. To shatter my world and and push away my feelings. I gave all of me to him to take as his own. to make love too and kiss through the night. I'd lye with him to feel some kind of satisfaction that I was beautiful and that someone loved me even thou he wouldn't face me. The bruises I felt internally did not matter as long as he would continue to give affection. But this affection was not real. For it was fake and deceitful. It was the type of affection that kept everyone fooled, it kept people thinking we were perfect. it kept me from seeing the truth behind the beatings. Each tear that fell from my eye was a piece of my heart breaking. I thought that if i closed my eyes it would all be ok. I had to let go of the one person that made me feel like a women even thou he beat me. I gave the love of three years to the world. And i was left alone to face this world that people want to call life. Life brings you pain, it destroys your dreams if you make the wrong move, and if love comes along don't let it go.
