Killing lonelyness

In my life full of shadows
I'm a slave,I'm a fool
alone with my fears
I'm killing my loneliness with you!!!

They want me to be a clown
to smile...to make them laugh
They're pushing me down
make me pleased...my fallen God

Let me never see the sun
close my eyes...let me be dead and gone..

My heart stops beating just 4 you baby...
because you're the only one...
you're all I ever wanted...you my love..

Than you kissed my cold lips
you left there all your fingerprints
all things was coming to an end
and we decide not to pretend...

But very slowly...slowly I fall asleep
and never wake up again ...