What If.....

What if...
i never acted like myself.
Then would you love me more than her?
What if...
i butt into everyone else lives.
i only talk to the \"in\" crowd.
Then would you love me more than her?
What if...
i dyed my hair back to blonde.
i wore high priced clothes.
i had 35 pairs of shoes.
Then would you love me more than her?
What if...
i talked behind peoples backs.
i wore skin-tight outfits.
i tan everyday.
i spend hours on my hair every morning.
Then would you love me more than her?
What if...
i only think of myself.
i scream when i brake a nail.
i cry when i get something on my shirt.
i match my shoe\'s with my belt.
i never stop to help someone.
Then would you love me more than her?
What if...
i wont go near mud.
i have my clothes color coated.
i have my nails done once a week.
i don\'t wear the same outfit twice in a month.
i only wear clothes that match my nail polish.
i dot my i\'s with hearts.
Then would you love me more than her?
What if...
i have pencils to match my outfits.
i use a different purse everyday.
i look down on everyone.
i frown at people with dyed hair and pirceings.
i point and laugh when someone falls.
i act all sweet and innocent to teachers.
i had blue eyes.
Then would you love me more than her?
What if...
i never got any grade lower than an A-.
i never had a detetion in my life.
i am a techers pet.
i was willing to hurt someone else.
i went to the mall at least 3 times a week.
i have my school books in alphbetic order.
i have a mirror in my locker.
i wrote mean notes about people.
Then would you love me more than her?
What if...
i had long, blonde hair.
i wore mini skirts in the winter.
i whine about every little thing.
i don\'t listen to anyone else\'s problems.
i never really truly cared about you.
i never had to work a single day.
i had everything given to me.
i freak out if my make-up is smudged.
i flirt with everyone.
Then would you love me more than her?
What if...
i play mean jokes on people.
i dont really know who i am.
i act like everyone else to fit in.
i dont say whats on my mind.
i say dumb things because i think it\'s cute.
i act fake around people.
i laugh at stupid things.
i make guy\'s think they have a chance, when they don\'t.
i smile even when i am mad.
i worry what everone thiks of me.
Then would you love me more than her?

If i acted like her in every single way,
then would you really be loveing me or her?
If this is really what i have to do,
then i guess i really cant be with you.
I want you to love me for me,
and i wish you could really see.

**** Please vote on this poem, i would like to know if it\'s good or not. Or tell me whats wrong with it.