Where and Why?

How can a person feel the way they do,
When liking someone is making them confused
Their heart is beating that special one's name
And hoping the other feels the same

Why does confusion come to mind?
On being together and every thing's fine
When you know this is not reality, just a dream
This is why I feel my life's moving up stream

At first my heart was drown by attraction,
And then his personality has gained my reaction
Where all I think about is holding his hand
And know in my mind, that this is my man

This may sound as if I'm in depression,
Or maybe even hiding some aggression,
But either or is the correct assumption
Its just my life is going through some resumption

But if my Romeo is who I think it could be,
Then my life will be fulfilled as poetry
But if he is not who he should be,
Then my heart will hurt and run away free

So here I am waiting to hear the results
As my body starts to tremble and hearts starts to halt
But I sit here patiently just waiting his presence
Just to open up my heart and leaving the absence

But either or, I will keep my head held high
And let nothing bother me as I hiding a lie
On missing or wanting that special guy
And not wanting my heart and sole to die