It's more a story than a poem, but I'll appreciate if you r/r/c
It's not one of my best poems so if you have any suggestions, be my guest! :)
Part 1: The beginning
A horror movie, there's no light
And it is raining outside
I feel your body close to mine
I'm afraid of this, I won't lie
One minute later, you're kissing me
And I feel like in heaven, but we
Cannot proceed, it's not right
You have a girlfriend, and it might
Be a mistake for both of us!
It was so hard to stop myself
I forgot this moment of my boyfriend...
Next morning we pretended
That this night nothing happened.
Part 2: From the right reasons
I thought myself, it won't happen again
But once again you're so close to me
This time I couldn't stop, you see
I realized I fell in love
I finally felt free, as a dove
I wanted to make love with you
This time I knew:
It was from the right reasons
Part 3: Broken heart
"I love my girlfriend, we've made mistake
And we should stop! "
I felt a knife in my heart
I answer that it's alright
But deep inside I want to cry
You says: "I'm sorry,
I want you to be my friend"
I say: "O.K", I will pretend
A week of depression, tears and anger
I realize my boyfriend suffers
I decide no more tears I'll cry
No more thoughts about how to die
I finally forgot about those nights
That I had with you,
When I thought your feelings are true!
Part 4:all over again
I tried to be your friend
But it happened again
Something happens when I'm next to you
You feel this strange passion, don't you?
Even I knew you love other girl
I just couldn't say no!