Good-Bye Friend

Maybe we should just say goodbye
You used to be my best friend
But I never really felt I was yours
So maybe this is the end
I'm different from you, all of you
Each other we've understood
I hope that if I do tell you goodbye
It wont be for good
Whenever I'm mad
It hurts me so bad
And you don't even care
I don't know why
I just want to cry
And someday I wont be there
The streaks on my arm
They do me no harm
They're only made of pen
But once they are blood
That turns brown like mud
They'll be there again and again
If I'm mad at you
I'll hurt myself too
But that doesn't really matter
All thought when I hurt
I feel like dirt
And my spirits bruised and battered
I don't know why it has to be
I really wish it was not
But the way that this is
It is basically shot
You don't need me
And we don't need we
And thats how I think I know why
These words are the ones I speak
I love you but goodbye