Not a Mistake to You

I'm sorry for all the wrong I've done,
and for not letting you be the one,
to lead me through my endless night,
by guiding me with your loving light.

My courage was failing,
but I couldn't admit I was wrong.
My smile kept fading,
I thought I could stand strong.

I just couldn't force myself to see,
a higher road that could be before me.
I was too great a sinner, too chained to be free,
so sure that no road could lead me to liberty.

My courage was failing,
but I couldn't admit I was wrong.
My smile kept fading,
I thought I could stand strong.

I learned painfully by my errors, now I know,
my shadow was my greatest foe.
Constantly punishing me for mistakes I'd made,
and keeping me for reaching to take your aid.

My courage was failing,
but I couldn't admit I was wrong.
My smile kept fading,
I thought I could stand strong.

Comprehension has come far too late,
for now I see my greatest mistake.
I had endevered to make my life through,
I had thought of leaving without you.

-Tainted Mikochan