I do not know what is happening, I have fallen head over heals for you. My feelings are on a rollercoaster. I am so confused, I do not need this. I had forgotten about the one girl who could be so lucky. I feel nothing when I see you, I am numb and I can not take this. For the longest all I wanted was to see you. But now if I see you anymore I might explode. Everything I feel just hits a wall. I need something to get rid this. Take my pain, and stop what you are doing to me. I do not know if this real or a fantasy. I am going crazy waiting for you to choose. But still you have the one girl who could be so lucky. This has become heartbreak in the making and liking you is the right kind of wrong. So I think I should finally move on
