Questioning everything he does
Wondering if what he's doing is a must
Continuing to try and get over him
Trying to clear the dust
I thought he cared about me
That expression on his face
When he saw me crying
It made me start dying in my place
Holding back the tears
Every time I see him smile
The little times he holds me
Make those moments worth while
Then after those few seconds
The glass is shattered, my world ends
Along with everything we had
I ask, "Are we no longer friends?"
Every time he sees me,
He doesn't have anything to say
Just stabs my heart with his knife
Make me reminisce about what we had all day
The way he hugs me now
He don't love me no more
The friendship we once had
Is so different from before
One day he's making sure I'm fine
He's hugging me from behind
Next day he's acting like I'm not there
He's driving me insane, out of my mind
Before, we were always hanging out
We were as close as friends could get
Now it's as if I've been erased
Makes me feel like I'm something easy to forget
September 25 was the best day of my life
Actually made me think I was loved
Now all questions are answered
Except for one puzzle, still unsolved
Do I still exist in his world?
About me, does he care?
If I'm crying and all alone
Will he be the one that'll be there?
If my heart is breaking
And he's the cause of it all
Will he take the glue and fix it
Will he help it not fall?
When I couldn't hold back the tears today
His BEST FRIEND asked me if I was OK
And what did HE do?
Nothing, he didn't have anything to say
I'm no longer his night and day
The connection we had, it's gone
Even though I have the memories
I'm still not willing to move on
I want to listen to his heart beat
I want to feel his arms around me again
I want to be able to listen to his voice
When can I do these things, please tell me when
Questioning what he said, the things he did
Did he ever really love me?
Will we ever have those days again
Those days when we were in ecstasy?
Every time I try to look into his eyes
He notices and walks away
All I want is to ask him why
Why has he been like this everyday?
Did I do something wrong?
Will he still be there?
Please, answer just one question
Does he still care?
[c] 2O05
