I act as if I'm good and well
When inside it hurts like hell
I sit here watching your smile fade
Along with all the memories we made
All this time I sat here thinking he cared
While it was all lies, all the smiles we shared
He never really thought of me
While I sat here thinking we were meant to be
Because of these feelings, I lost a friend
After all this time, I never thought it'd end
Every vein is shooting with pain
While I sit here crying in the rain
I've been sitting here all day
Thinking of all the things you had to say
The cold look in your eyes
And every single one of those lies
I can't act anymore, I'm not tough
All this s h it, I've had enough
I'll give up on all of this
But those memories I will miss
I've lost all control
I've finally sold my soul
Now it's time to forget our first 'Sup
I've completely given up
[c] 2O05
