Behind My Smile

I see you walking with your friends
I run up to you and poke you
You look down at me and smile

I smile back at you
And your friends glance at me
I start walking faster

You yell out, "Hey, Mindy!"
I turn around and smile
Wave good bye and leave

Feeling guilty
That my smile decieved
Behind my smile

Hides the secrets
That I do not tell
Secrets that I cannot confide

To anyone
And only you
This is because

Behind my smile
I hide true feelings
That I must not reveal

It hides the pain I have
Standing by your side
The secrets that you do not know

Are creeping deep inside
I'm so in love with you
But all I do is hide

You're with another girl
A girl that's my friend
My pretend sister

Someone I love till the end
You only smile because you have her
You don't feel anything for me

Through your eyes
All you see in me
Is another normal friend

Behind my smile
You'll find the truth
That you've never known

Behind my smile
Are the facts
That you never heard of

Behind my smile...
Is where I hide my courage
To tell you only one thing...

I LOVE YOU.
[c] 2O05