What it Could've Been [092505]

"I love you."
Do those words mean nothing?
When you said them to me ...
Did you even feel something?

When you say that to me
I feel like I'm your only love
And you are in fact
My angel from above.

I want you to whisper my name
And hold my hand again
I need to feel your touch, and
I wish that "now" was "then."

Our three month anniversary
Was supposed to be today
Only a little more than two weeks
And everything was thrown away.

We were the "perfect couple."
Everyone thought we'd "forever" last
That we'd never break apart
And our love wouldn't be of the past.

The love you had for me
Has gone down the drain
While mine is still here
Causing me so much pain.

I needed you with me
My life would be nothing if you left
I didn't see it before,
But you've commited a theft.

You stole my heart away
With the sweet words you used to say.
Then you ran off with it
And leave me crying all day.

We were the talk of the school.
Our love never seemed to grow old.
But soon did I realize
That you were becoming so cold.

We used to be best friends
And soon became one another's "lover."
But so little did I realize
That to you, I was just like any other.

I was just another one of your girlfriends
Another girl you decided to date
I guess I meant nothing to you at all
So, why do I continue to wait?

My friends said it was obvious
That you liked me
But if you were, then
Why couldn't I see?

We were so close before
We even went out.
Everyone knew we liked each other
And what our "love" was all about.

Even though you were my man
You were still my best friend.
Someone who I trusted with everything
And wanted to be with to the end.

You were so nice,
Your words were so sweet.
You knew exactly how
To sweep a girl off her feet.

I loved you so much
You were everything to me
My world, my life
You brought me to land of ectasy.

But now,
You and I don't exist anymore.
Our friendship is ruined
And nothing will ever be the same as before.

While you're crushing on HER
I'm sitting here bawling out my eyes
Questioning why you did it
And told me all those lies.

September 25
Meant everything to me
But I guess it's all over
And we will never be.

What we could've been
Probably something real great
But you can go on ahead
And love the girl that I hate.

How much we shared
I will never forget
But loving you so much
I will soon regret.

Soon you'll realize
How much I'd give up for you.
And how much I want
To hear you say once more,
"I love you."
[c] 2O05