Someday I'll Tell Him

I guess you can say
I was popular before
But this school year
I don't have much friends anymore

I've gained about 100 haters
And lost plenty of "friends"
There's only a small group
That I can trust to the end

But they're all in high school
Some in the higher grade
Even those friendships
Are beginning to fade.

Those that are in college
Don't have much time to help me
They don't really notice
That it's all lies that they see.

My life was rolling down a hill
I didn't really have anyone left
My happiness was gone
Like it had been robbed in a theft

But then he started talking to me
And we began to grow close
I started to forget all my worries
And he became the one I loved most.

Now I'm falling for him
He's becoming more than a friend
But the feelings that I feel
Must never descend.

It must be kept a secret
Coz I don't want to get hurt
I don't want to go through it again
Being treated like dirt.

I like him a lot
But there's nothing I can say
I'll never be more to him
There's simply no way

For when I finally got him to open up
He told me who he had feelings for
And it was one of my friends
Nothing less, nothing more.

So I'm just going to sit here
And make sure he's never sad
I'll act stupid to cheer him up
Anything as long as he isn't feeling bad.

As long as he's happy
Then I will be too
And someday I'll tell him
"I love you."
[c] 2O06