One tear drop after another
I drop to my knees
Staring blankly at the groudn
Come back, please
Breaking out promise
Walking out the door
Me begging you not to leave
Through your ring to the floor
Voice disappears
Become unable to speak
Brain shutting down
Body becoming so weak
Cupping my face in my hands
Leaning up against the wall
Vision blurry from the tears
From heaven to hell I fall
Picking up the ring you threw
As you walked out of my life
It symbolized the love we had
Between us soon-to-be husband and wife
Sitting here at age eighteen
I've wasted exactly five years
Now I must say good-bye to you
And hello to all the tears.
Left my heart lying in the air
And you broke it in two
Leaving me alone and never again
To hear the words "I love you"
Holding the ring so tight
Unwilling to let go
I've never loved someone so much
Not as much as you, no.
Staring out the window everyday
Waiting for you to come back
I want to see your smiling face again
For since you left, happiness I did lack
Crying was the only thing
I could ever do at night
Continue to reminisce
And wish everything would go right
Climbing up onto the roof top
Watching the stars in the sky
I lokoed at the empty spot beside me
And again, I started to cry
Banging my fists against the roof
Clawing my nails against the ground
My heart began breaking again
As I realized you were no longer around
Throwing our pictures against the wall
Ripping apart my diary
Throwing away everything that had to do with you
My room was then nearly empty
Then I glance at the ring you "gave" back
And drop to my knees once more
The last of my pride slips away
I wish things would go back the way they were before
Deleting your number from my phone
Continuing to try and move on
Even after all this time I still can't face the fact
That he's gone ...
[c] 2O05
