Still in love

Feelings that I cant express
Feeling that I cant explain,
Trying to find away out of this nightmare
Forget that I ever fell in love with you.
Why cant I do this is now!! If is been so long
Ever since we grew apart?
Iâ??m lost in my thoughts!!

My heart now is shut to every feeling that comes my way
I donâ??t believe in love and ask me mâ??I the one to blame?
He took every meaning that I ever had
He was my love, my life, my world my everything
now I lost it all and love is not my word.

What is all this now that I feel
A big emptiness you left deep inside of me
Man how I wish this waswastwaswasut Iâ??m living this all inside of me.

Holding every tear in till I get behind the door
I take a deep breath before I let it all go.
I wipe my tears so no one will see that you left me with nothing
I hide it all with a smile so no one will see
The girl behind it with pain as deep as the sea.

All eyes have a story behind them
But mine is not a story but a nightmare
That I live with every day and night
My days goes by like is nothing
But nights are long ,cold, and lonely
The only thing to hold is the pillow right besides me.

Im hoI'miI'm so no one will see
The real girl with pain as deep is the sea.
I fell in love with you and it was a mistake
donâ??t want you in my head!!
Every night and day.
I just cant explain when it all was pointed to you
Andâ?¦ I cant explain why Iâ??m still in love with you..