Life's too Hard

Life's too hard. to live without you.
i lost my best friend, way too far apart we grew.

i lost the person i loved more than anything.
wanting you back, doesnt mean a thing.

i miss your smile, your laughs and your tears.
when i was with you, i had no fears.

people say i deserve better than this.
but i don't want to believe them, because it is you that i miss.

i want someone to hold, and i want it to be you.
i miss you like crazy, and all the things we've been through.

i hate how much your in my head.
i think of all the things you've done. and all the words you've said.

i love you so much and its so hard to let you go.
but im going to hide all my feelings for you, because its too hard to let them show.