Im thinking death might be the best choice
Im hoping these pills will bring me solace
Im hoping dad realizes what he said was true
Im hoping mom cries her heart out
Im hoping she lives on and on
Im hoping he finally notcies in my death, finally needs to say he loves me
But you know what?
I hoped all i would ever have to do was think about suicide
I hoped dad wouldn\'t hurt me
I hoped mom would notice
I hoped she got the good life she deserves
I hoped he noticed me before it was too late
None of those things happened
So im guessing these ones wont either
