In six months will it be the same
as it is six months to this day
I'm supposed to be progressing
somehow thats not the case
i wander over the bridge
and look over so confused
why didn't the consequence flash over you
you were jaded and weirdly amused
your not here to live a life
that you worked so hard to have so complete
it was carved so neat and tidy
but that bridge you had to defeat
your now given to fly
so ironic the tune
i know pardon id get
if i came to be with you soon
no one should go through this feeling
of such anger, sadness and regret
you cant translate the pain into words
closure isn't something i will get
is it supposed to feel real by now
cause six months passing i still didnt believe
it was always us or we
memories i don't need to work hard to retrieve
i wonder if i can go on
and hope to be forgiven if i cannot
if they only knew the torment
judge me, they definitely would not
so ill deal with each days as it comes
and hope that it starts getting better and not the reverse
I'm hoping to out last this pain
and over come this horrible curse
