It's crazy i feel so deeply in love with you
but you never even cared not even when i was feeling sad and blue
You were my first love do you know? you were my first everything
It wasn't love for you, i was just another meaningless fling
I wish you knew what you've done, the damage, you've broke me down.
You pushed me around, till i was down on the concrete ground.
Crying helplessly, wishing the lord would take me
Death is my freedom, my only key
When i was loving you, you were wooing others.
Why did you make me believe there was no other?
Why did you make me waste my everything on you?
Why was i so blinded, i didn't have a clue.
You used me but i didn't give you more then my heart so why did you stick around?
And it was a month after the truth was found.
I took a blade and cut my wrist, i clenched my fist.
I cried from you, i gained from my pain.
The blood rushing by, i stood in the rain.
I screamed out why.
I'm sorry but this is my goodbye.
