Is it just fun for you? Is it just fun for them?
To break a heart and then laugh about it?
To scar someone and say it was their fault.
Why can't you see what you're doing, why can't you see I am hurting?
Why can't you see the sleepless eyes, the broken heart?
Can't you see the tears falling down? Can't you hear the broken voice?
Why did you love me? You said it yourself I was a waste of time.
You were a waste of time; you were a waste of life.
You followed me for ages you called me all the time and you made me fall deeply
But there you were falling too and we had each other to catch.
Months past never happy, you promised me a lot, you broke them all,
You promised me faith but its all gone.
I grew crazier for you, for that touch that kiss, those words.
It was all a lie, it was all a dream.
You broke my heart all the time but I let you back in,
You made me cry endlessly for days,
You made me guilty
You made me sorry for you.
I ran away with you, I skipped school for you, I lost my grades.
I lost the trust.
I lost my home, I lost my phone, and I lost everything.
I lost you
I did it all for you and there you were playing me.
I forgave you for all those other girls, I gave you my heart and I saw you stump on it.
Why can't I be angry, why can't I get revenge.
Why can't I hate you?
When you did everything to ruin me?
Tell me you hate me, tell me now?
Tell me to forget you I'll do what you say.
You poisoned my mind; you stole my soul, my heart,
You stole my strength now I am wishing this is a dream.
But its real, its my living nightmare.
I'm all alone, no one but your hauntings...
