Find Me

There was nothing in the world
that could make me smile truly
Nothing in me that made me laugh
But something inside made me hide

Hide from all my fears
All the things I loved to do.
I just can't find the courage
To breakaway from it

Maybe I just don't want to
cause it's all I've got.
No one to trust but myself
But maybe it's me just who i am inside

I want to cry but I can't
I want to smile but I refused
I hate this feeling in my gut
The feeling of longing for someone to understand

I can't stand it
I don't want to be serious
I want to laugh
I want to cry

I don't want to be me
I want to be me
I can't decide..
I can't balance it out

I feel so lost
I'll never be found
I wish for someone to understand
To find me...