I never thought i could survive without him
but im here 2 day, a hole year later
still think about him
wishing he would call
wishing i wood acidently run into him
thinking do he ever think about wat we had
guess not
he gone and never coming back
cant belive he was a sin
loved him so much
but dat wasnt good enough for him
cuz he not wit me 2 day
he probulay belong to some one else
how would i know
he so far away from my life
never thought he would hurt me
but life is no fairy tale
so shit happens right?
why do i deserve to be hurted like dat
i would of gave my life and world for him
in da end he wuz just an illusion in my heart
cant belive i had a obsession over him
dat scared me so much that he got 2 me like dat
my tears are gone
my heart ache has left.... i hope
how could i been so weak to him
why he had to come into my life and hurt me when he knew i wuz fragile
but i learned to accept dat it wuz for da best
made it past the storm and now in covering from this destruction
im gettin stronger and stronger everyday
because of him
