This smile is broken
this heart cant be replaced
I'm cut so deep now
these feeling I soon must face
I hate this world
hat this life
tired of these people
and the pain and strife
My smiles are not real
there the only thing I rely on
to make you think thats how I feel
and you don't even know
I laugh on occasion and rarely i do not cry
I hate how you tell me you love me
but then in the end I know you'll say good-bye
but still I hold on even when its the same damn play
I look at the world with nothing left for me
I laugh and smile as if I felt this were real but it feels to fake
it feels like a dream but its more like a nightmare
in which I feel I'll never awake
I hate the world as much as I hate myself
but the pain I can not show
for the pain I'm afraid everyone will make
but I don't know what I should do I don't really know
