AS I

As i sit here and stair
i look at this knife
were such a pair

as i glance at your smile
all i see is this beautiful face i love
it makes me think life is worth while

as i listen to my music full blast
the lyrics and bass enter my heart
i really hope this feeling doesn't last

as i ask others to help my emotion
i need help because of u
i start to question your devotion

as i cry the more i hate life
how can i be sent this angle
and yet still turn to the knife

as i sit here i do love you
i can say that with out being scared
all u have to remember it that my love is true