yeah i did have a first love his name is _ _ _ _ _
yeah i did fall in love.. it was with that same person that is my frist love..
but all he did was hurt me. he didn\'t care bout me. he only cared bout himself. i guess i choosed the wrong guy.. never.. well i wont say never.. but n-e-ways.. don\'t go for the guys that look sweet & treat you right cuz most of them don\'t treat you right.. they end up treating you like shit.. i learned from my 2 older sisters _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ & _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ they told me so much stuff.. i thought bout it.. & i was like i don\'t need him i can find someone way better then him.. & i did.. i thank my sisters for helping me move on & to forget bout _ _ _ _ _. _ _ _ _ _ didn\'t have trust in me. i had trust in him but than when i found out him and his x-girl friend SANDY kissed while me & him where going out.. thats when my trust in him went away. i wanted to break up with him but i didn\'t have the guts to do it because i loved him to much and i wanted to be with him 4 ever but i guess it didn\'t work out between me and him. i was heart broken & couldn\'t think. the only think tat was going threw my head was how could he. he lied to me for a whole week.. oh didn\'t say that part.. yeah he lied to me a whole week. i keep on asking him if him and his x-girl friend did n-e-thing while she was at his house? & all he kept on saying to me was NO until one day his x-girl friends little sister lendy told em that they did something and it pissed me off because he lied to me a whole week and he couldn\'t tell me the truth. so i was heart broken and confused. i was crying and thinking why did i go back out with this JACK ASS for the 3rd time.. i new he was going to end up hurting me again.. yup the 3rd time. but seriously i really thought that this time would be a charm like they say 3rd time is a charm. but i guess its not true. so yeah.. its gay that me and him are not tighter n-e-more but than again its not because I\'m with ALEX and I\'m happy with him.. yeah i WAS happy with _ _ _ _ _ but like i said all he did was break my heart and i couldn\'t take it n-e-more. i don\'t deserve a guy like that.. yes i said it.. I DON\'T DESERVE A GUY LIKE THAT.. i hope after you guys & girls read this you don\'t regret n-e-thing and don\'t fall in love as easily as i did because this might happen to you.. hope after you read dis _ _ _ _ _ you understand what you did to me & you say sorry to me & at least think bout this.. cuz me & you did have good times.. & i will always remember the good times.. but i just want you to now what you did to me & how i felt okay.. love you peoples take cares