Well i sat down on my bed today and pointed a gun to the left side of my head
flashbacks popped through my mind and i realized you got me back
i didn't mean to hurt you as bad as i did but i guess the pain you left me is what i need
my apologies aren't welcome anymore cause you've already been blown in the wind
i was rude to see how much you loved me, i only saw how much i hurt you
but i couldn't say anything , all my mistakes made you weak and made me a wreck
i keep all my regrets inside my heart , my heart doesn't have what every heart has
cause I'm a shame for what i did, and i whine to bring you back to me but i know it
cant help and i want to say all the things you need to hear but you cant listen cause
you've already been blown in the wind.i dint know what to do with myself ,but to put a
gun to my head and remember what Ive caused, one day they'll know what Ive done
to you when I'm lying silently on my bed,i hope i feel the breeze come through my
room cause i know you've already been blown through the wind.
