But A Whisper

Nothing would get at me more
But all the yelling in my ear, I
Just didn't understand why this
Happened to me.

Its called life but mines doesn't
Seem like it. Its just a nightmare
Repeating and repeating trying to
Scare me.

And it works because my life just
Seems worse and worse. Things
Only go wrong sometimes not
Everyday.

I wish I knew why, I wish I could
Fly. Fly out of here and just to
Another place. A place where
Things will be just fine and I won't
Have any stress on my mind.

But with this life just so much
Stress and depression just about
To reach. Im scared for that to
Happen but I have a feeling it
Already did.

Nothing came to me more then
Knowing nothing will ever be the
Same and all the happy childhood
Memorys will always be a happy
Thing to look at.

I loved being a kid and having
That Voice I had. Where I could
Say anything and not care if I
Would get hit.

But those days are gone just
So sadly enough because now
The only thing coming out is
Nothing but only a whisper.

The loudest I could go. Without
Getting scared or sad that my
Life has been at the top and now
Just laying at the bottom.

But nothing is said because only a whisper is heard.