Can you send someone? anyone? to help this simple heart find it's way? As each beat pasees I seem to stray farther and farther away. I don't know what I am, where I belong, where I've been, what I've done or even who I am to become......as this thing inside of me beats.
I've tried to find myself in the middle of this mess that causing me stress. I seem to get more and more depressed......as this thing inside of me beats
I've always liked what you've wanted me to like. Said what you've wanted me to say. Done what you've wanted me to do. thought how you've wanted me to think. I've even lived the way you've wanted me to live. This is all that I can give and now I'm taking it back......as this thing insid of me beats.
I'm no longer this little pet or experiment. don't label me for my future! I'm taking this life of mine back. I'm going to be me for the first time in my life. I'm going to take my first step. See for the first time. I want to see and feel......as this thing inside of me beats.
I've taken it all back and I'm beginning to learn this thing you call life. I can see for the first time. I'm beginning to understand the concepts of the things I've never known. I'm able to feel these things you call emotions. I was happy for the first time today on my own. not something that you planned for me to feel. I was able to experience the anger and sadness. For the first time, I was even confused. But I'm enlited in the fact that that I walked for the first time today. I'm able to have the thing you call friends. I will thank you God for everything for as long ......as this thing inside of me beats.
