Don't wanna be like that

Don't wanna go back
to what i was before
don't wanna get back
this fu(king three or four

so hard for this I've worked
to lose it on one week
even though now I'm fu(ked
just now i can't be weak

scared to be like that
i know is on my gens
scared to be that fat
i rather that it ends

Ana and Mia had helped me
they've always understood
the pain this causes me
that's why i think they're good

they'll always be my friends
they won't leave me alone
with me till this shit ends
till i go rest with god.