You are your own suicide

We don't know it
but the hurt and pain
we cause ourselves
we are our own suicide
the mentality that we keep to ourself
just isn't right
not only does it hurt yourself
but along with you, everyone else is hurt
that is selfish
we only cared about ourselves
at that point in time
but that way of life
is way behind us for now i know
nothing can over come us
because we are
who we choose
we make our lives
and we break our lives
it all depends
on your views
and when you spend your whole life
in depression
and you don't go out and live that is your fault
and your fault only
no one else's
now i see
it was never worth it
but in the end
i am glad i know now
instead if going through more years of that
we can be whatever we want
if we try
it's scary to think
i went through that
but it's the feeling you get,
when you know
you have survived