Forever is a lie

I dont want to be alone,
Too scared of what Ill do.
I dont want to feel the pain any more,
Sick of being hurt by you.

I dont want to love you,
Dont want to see your face again,
I dont want to see you in my dreams,
That face is driving me insane.

I dont want to admit we're over,
Because that would mean Im lost,
I dont want to keep paying for loving you,
Its such an unfair cost.

I dont want to see you with another girl,
Because I only see you with me.
I dont want to get up in the mornings,
Because dreams are better then reality.

I dont want to find another,
When youre the only one.
I dont want to care any more,
Crying is not fun.

I dont want to just be friends,
When I know we're better off more,
I dont want to live this lie any longer,
My heart is now always sore.

I dont want to lose you,
Or have to say goodbye.
I dont want to hear that you will love me forever,
Because I know that your forever is just a lie.