Crazy think about him

People think i have the perfect life with a simple twist.
it WAS nothing more than a knife to my wrist.

watching the blood run down my arm with a simple smile
the heartache goes away, but no longer than awhile.

i couldn't stand seeing him next to her
everything else just went by in a blur

i couldn't stop thinking how much fun we had
but one problem. all you think about is the bad.

why do you push me out of your life,
once you said "one day i want you to be my wife"

those words opened my heart
i would never think we would have to restart.

i want you to see,
that no one loves you like as me.

my mind isn't straight,
i think I'm a little late.

into telling you how much i care for you,
if only you ment the same thing too.

i know we wont be together again,
but Garrett Snell, i love you.