Recurring emotions

When you say your over someone.
You generally say it because its what you want.
You think your fine.
Your happy, free.
Until that one night.
Your with everyone.
And you see him.
With a girl.
You think sweet or good for him.
But as it becomes obvious she likes him your hearts drops into your stomach.
Your eyes blur.
Your soul feels like someone has torn it out.
Your whole world crumbles.
What are you supposed to do?
Sit there happy about the fact that your emotions which caused you anger and heart break are back.
No.
You cry.
You run.
You fall.
And your wonder why this time you feel worse.