Suicide Note

by Natalie   Mar 11, 2006


I left this note
To tell you why
I felt the need
To end my life

A life that held so many emotions
Rage, Hate, Tears
And yes, Facing this world
Was one of my biggest fears

The fear of living
In a world full of lies
Broken promises
And all the silent cries

I'm sorry for the pain
That i have now caused for you
But you never noticed
You never had a clue

Just like a puzzle
I was missing a piece
My heart was broken
And i had no release

But please don't cry
There is no need
I am much happier now
My soul is in the sea

I tried so hard
I truly did
I've tried to face the world
Ever since i was a little kid

17 years
Of feeling down
No one cared
You were never around

Look at my picture
Pretty as can be
But take a closer look
At my wrists, The marks you can see

The marks i made
When i felt Sad
Felt lost and confused
Useless, And most of all, Mad

The feeling mad
Because you couldn't see
All the pain that i hid
Within me

The feeling sad
Because i was still alive
Standing tall
With a big fake smile

The feeling lost
Because I needed attention,
Attention that you couldn't give
Since you live in Brisbane.

The feeling Confused
Because my brother died
I still don't understand
Why it was him and not I

The feeling useless
Because i didn't feel needed
Like i didn't belong
I've never succeeded

But i do not blame you
The one to blame is me
For' I did not open my mouth
For all to see

The pain and suffering
That i felt it inside
Was to much to handle
That is why i chose suicide.

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  • 18 years ago

    by twisted reality

    Aww. I hope you really don't feel like this. =( I know things can be down and 'unde rthe weather' sometimes but it'll be ok. No worries. =) I loved the poem though. Great flowing, and emotion. 5/5 =) xoxo

    Samantha

  • 18 years ago

    by Kay

    Hey i like your poem..hopefully it wasent meant to be used..thanks for the comment..your a good writter..keep up the good work..
    xoxo
    Kay
    p.s-the e-mails kinda pissed me off..but dont worry about it..doesnt matter anymore..

  • 18 years ago

    by Moose

    Wow, just thought id read one of your featured ones to even our count. N I got your 2000th rate! lol. But absoloutly great poem. So damn powerful

    The pain and suffering
    That i felt it inside
    Was to much to handle
    That is why i chose suicide.

    the last line I think could be just a sylable or 2 shorter, and it would fit PERFECTLY!! other than that. great poem 5/5

    ~*`Bryce Dressler`*~

  • 18 years ago

    by Jessica

    WOW taleee.. this was amaaziing.. it's true right? aw.. we love you hun! dont ever forget that k? this was excellent as usual.. but this had something special.. it was if i was truly seeing inside of you.. i could see and feel everything you were feeling.. that is how great your writing is.. this was so filled with emotions that they started falling out! lol :P i adored this poem.. it was ... fantastic! i love the last stanza.. it was an excellent way to end the poem, bringing it all to an end in the perfect way.. dont get me wrong, i loved all the other stanza's too! hehe.. truly wonderful poem! 5/5

  • 18 years ago

    by ~Black*Rose~

    Wow, I really like this poem it is fabulouse, it gave me goose pimples, I know how you feel, and that allot can relate, I gave this one a 5/5 I really love this poem, it has a Wonderfull flow to it, it is fabulose, I really love this one, you are a great writter keep of the great work.

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