What’s wrong with me?
Why am I so unwanted, so unloved?
So hated?
Why can’t I live my life without everyone telling me I’m making a mistake?
I was the mistake that’s what they all say.
But all I do is love, all I do is try.
I could never be like you; I could never be like them.
I could never hurt someone they way they’re hurting me.
Why should I be just alike? Then there’s nothing pure about me?
Why can’t I run away, far away from all this misery?
Why can’t I be me, why can’t I be free?
I want to break, I want to jump, I want to laugh, and I want to be seen.
Life isn’t fair, life isn’t perfect.
But all I want is my soul, I want acceptance, I was trust, I want happiness.
I want love.....something I’ll never get.
I always get hurt, ever since I was four, ever since I can remember.
The thoughts run through my head, the tears run down my face, the pain never goes.
The hate never leaves, my life never changes.
My soul’s never whole, my faith is vanquished.
I hold you close to my heart, knowing you can’t come back.
Knowing no one will listen, knowing no one will care.
Knowing I’m all alone.
