Maybe if I close my eyes I’ll be with you.
Maybe if I scream so loud you could hear me.
Maybe if I die I can live an eternal life with you.
Maybe if I cry on your pictures you’ll reappear.
Why did I loose you?
Why did I loose everything?
I lost you at four I lost a piece of me.
I lost the love of a parent, I lost my childhood.
I feel so empty, I don’t feel real.
And now I live a life like Cinderella.
I live a life as a servant; I live a life in pain.
I live unseen and unheard.
I scream
I cry
I hit
I cut
I’m loosing but I’m not giving up
I’m breaking but I’m not dieing
I’m alone but I’m not afraid.
I’m weak but I’m strong
This girl will make it through,
I won’t give in, I won’t let them win
I’ll get back up again when I fall
I call for you when I need you
I’ll talk to you,
I’ll pray to you
I’ll live for you
I’ll succeed for you.
I miss you,
Even though I hardly remember you.
I look just like you,
You are deep inside me.
Watching me over
Crying beside me, laughing with me
Living with me
In every breath
