That day i came to school
knowing something would go wrong
because the night before we had a fight
and it lasted way too long
you told me that you heard from your friends
that i liked another guy
and when you didn't believe me when i told you i didn't
i almost started to cry
"why wouldn't you believe me
when i told you i only loved you?"
but you just ignored my i'm sorrys' and said you didn't know what to do
i went to bed that night crying, dreading what would come tomorrow
and when i didn\'t see you by my locker in the morning,
my heart was filled with sorrow
and then someone told me
what your 'friends' had said:
"i'm so glad your going to end it,
its about time you did"
the day dragged on slowly
as the minutes ticked away
we didn\'t acknowledge each other
i guess we didn\'t know what to say
and then at lunch i saw something
that made me numb down to my feet
in the spot where you usually sat
there was and empty seat
i couldn\'t eat, i couldn\'t think
all i wanted to do was die
and when i couldn\'t hold it in anymore,
i started to cry
i cried about the cold truth:
there was no us anymore
and when i looked up through tear filled eyes
i saw you standing at
the door
\'pull yourself together\' i thought
as i wiped my tears on my sleeve
\"i cant let him see me like this, please make him leave\"
my friends went over to him and told him
it wasn\'t a good time
but i already knew what he would say; he had made up his mind
the bell rang for the next class
it was time to go to gym
someone turned around to talk to me \'o god, it was him\'
he told me that he was sorry
and he never meant to hurt me
i told him it was alright;
i would get over it eventually
i decided no to go to gym,
i told the teacher i didn\'t feel good at all
but instead of studying like i was supposed to,
i cried in the bathroom stall
i thought school went on forever
but finally it came to an end
but on the bus ride home
all i could think about was him
i thought about all our good times
the ones that i would miss
i would miss him holding my hand
and terribly miss his kiss
i would miss the way he held me close when i told him i was cold
i would miss the things we shared together,
all the secrets that we
told
i went home and cried some more
i wanted him to know
that i wasn\'t ready;
i couldn\'t let him go
without him i felt alone
like i was lost in the dark
but there is one thing i know for sure: he will always have a place in my heart
