I wanna cry
I wanna let my pain out
But I'll hold it in,
And be the tough girl I've been taught to be.
You walked into my life,
and made me wanna cry.
Not tears of pain, but those of fear.
Fear for I might become too attached,
and then someday lose you.
Well two wonderful months passed,
and my worst fear had become a realaity.
We seemed to drift apart, or maybe it was just me.
I still love you and wished you were still the one by my side.
But deep down I know I've lost the one that I truely love.
We shared out secrets, our fears and our tears.
I miss the days when we would chill and fall asleep in eachother's arms.
Go out to dinner and a movie.
Or just when we would lay under the deep blue sky and gaze the stars.
Those days are now long gone.
And i know for sure they'll never return.
I wish you my love, luck in life and happiness.
I hope you know i'm sorry and still inlove with you.
But to win your love back,
I know I'll never do.
I wanna cry and now i wanna die.
Let it out, let this pain end.
But i'll hold it in and be the tough girl I've been taught to be.