Here's a story of a girl
who tries so very hard
she does her best at everything
but her heart is scarred
broken promises and deep regret
are reflected in her eyes
she's torn and broken up inside
from all the empty lies
here's the things she feels inside
deep within her heart thethings that tear her up inside
and keep her life apart
sometimes I think about killing myself
just to end all my pain
sometimes I run around outside
in the pouring rain
sometimes it's too much to take
when life pushes me down
sometimes when it's raining
I think about tyring to drown
my heart's been bruised and broken
by the one's I love so much
sometimes I feel so weak
when I'm trying to be tough
I act cheerful and positive
but it's all pretend
it's hard to be so happy
when I'm all alone in the end
all alone I stand
trying to fit in somewhere
but what does it matter
if nobody really cares?
I've tried to cut myself
but I couldn't stand the blood
with all the tears I've cried
I could probably start a flood
they say they understand
but it doesn't help a thing
it doesn't stop the tears
or the words that badly sting
I bet you didn't know
that I hate who I've been
I hate who I am
and all the things I've seen
I hate the stupid war
that is messing up our land
and our stupid president
messing with everyone's plans
I hate feeling depressed
and feeling I don't belong
I hate my life so much
even though it's wrong
this is how I feel
but I won't let it show
I have so much pain inside
but these are things you'll never know
