Behind these eyes

They don't understand
I know that they try
but they just don't get it
and I wonder why
why do I even bother
with living this way
what's the point if I have othing to say
no one knows
how I feel inside
they don't see
the pain I hide
the emotions I feel
I put away
if I lock them up
they might go away
but it hurts me the most
that my friends don't care
they used to promise
that they'd always be there
but like everthing else
they've turned into lies
like all of my pain
they made me cry
no one can see
the sorrow in my tears
and no one understands
the regret in my fears
but as each day
is rolling by
I'm still upset
but I won't cry
I'll hide the pain
and forget the lies
I'll hide the tears
behind these eyes