I miss my best friend

I watch the rain fall
as I try to be calm
I'm here by myself
no friends at all
the one person
I let into my life
threw me away
and caused all my strife
we used to be close friends
now we're barely friends at all
she always leaves me
and never comes when I call
I used to share my secrets,
all my pain and all my sorrow
but now she isn't here
and I feel so shallow
I should try to swallow my pride
but it hasn'r helped so far
I didn't want this to happen
it's just the way things are
I've tried to keep our friendship
I'm not ready to give in just yet
but the cold words she said
I won't soon forget
she's ditched me and she's lied
and broke some promises too
this is my worst fear
and now it's coming true
I used to have a friend
better than all the rest
she took away my pain
and she knew me the best
I miss my best friend
and she doesn't seem to care
it hurts me so much
that she's never there
I have so many problems
at this place and time
but no one can help me
I'm almost losing my mind
because of all my pride
and all my pain
she couldn't help me
she just went away
I miss talking to her
I hate trying to pretend
I need her more than I thought
I miss my best friend