Halfway in a dream
fighting against reality
confused about this life
that has been chosen for me
I'm not exactly upset
but I'm not really happy
I'm not even angry
how can this be?
that my world is twisted
around chain reactions
thoughts leading to another
about some strange attraction
mixed up thoughts and
crazy emotions in mind
I don't understand
but time won't rewind
I can't take back
what I used to feel
I can't redo life
this dream is too real
some kind of twisted fate
changing before my eyes
fire burns in the night
and rain falls from the skies
finding a level of calm
I can stand to live by
getting through the days
I don't even try
people hurt each other the cuts become deep
trying to forgive one another
I sit alone and weep
trying to find someone
who will always be there
so far with no luck
no one really cares
losing all my hope
falling into pain
forgetting to forgive
living life in vain
secrets form around me
hearing all these lies
promises being broken
I start to wonder why
why do peole hurt each other?
why does no one care?
why can't we help each other?
life is so unfair
I've lived through Hell
for a few years
I've suffered through pain,
heartache, and tears
falling in love
then falling in hate
I finally decide
but now it's too late
stopping the tears
but not the fall
slipping into a dream
not caring at all
suddenly different
than how it used to be
my once painful reality
has now become a dream
