I lost you

I keep these things bottled up tight,
while thinking of them every night.
My love for you I know it's true,
even if the mood I'm in is blue.
I care about you,
there's nothing I wouldn't do.
When you say goodbye at night,
there is a sudden surge of fright.
Do you dare leave me,
find the truth and finally see.
I did love you I guess you didn't trust,
that maybe there was some lust.
I would never leave you,
is that why you love me too?
I get jealous of stupid things,
like when your with others.
Sometimes I wish we could run away,
and never think back on a day.
Just live in the now and never look back.