Everyday when i wake up in the morning
i don't know what to except
i don't feel like i belong in this world anymore
i just don't fit in
nobody really wants me
i have one real friend
and when I'm with her i just end up fading into the background
no one notices me...I'm always just an afterthought
something you remember at the last moment
i don't to be like this anymore
i want to stand out,
have some real fun
meet some new people
and just have a life
i feel like a leech
its so stupid
its hurting me so much
i don't feel like myself anymore
i feel really fake and phony
just because i don't let anyone in now i have to pay
by having no one
not one friend who truly cares
my days are spent in the shadows of others
and thats the way its supposed to be i guess
